I'm impatient.
I knew that before I had Audrey but I did not know I was THIS impatient.
I really want to be a good mama who is VERY patient and loves Audrey unconditionally.
Sometimes, I have to bite lips to keep my anger with me.
Sometimes, I yell at poor Audrey.
I used to spank her when I got really mad but don't do that anymore
or at least I haven't spanked her for almost 2 months.
I feel like I get mad at Audrey then feel so bad about it and I apologize to Audrey.
This repeats every freaking day.
Seriously, I need some help.
Glad to see you are back! :)
ReplyDeleteI understand what you mean about getting frustrated and angry. I have three babies now... a 3 1/2 year old, 1 1/2 year old, and now a six week old. :) As of right now I feel pretty good. I haven't lost my temper too badly this time around.
After I had my second baby I experienced a lot of anger and frustration. I was actual scared by how angry and irritated I got. I'm not sure if that's what you're going through... but by the time my second was about six months I realized there was a problem. I ended up finding out that I had a form of postpartum depression. Unfortunately postpartum can manifest itself as anger and irritability. I'm not saying you have this, but after I found out what was going on I felt soo much better. I was on a very small dose of antidepressant for only a few months to even out my hormones. I hope that I have encouraged you in some way? Don't feel bad if you have to ask for help. :) *hugs*
Thank you for the sweet words. I feel better now. I've dealt with the postpartum depression for a while. I thought it was gone. I guess we will have to see.
DeleteYou have 3 kids? WOW!! I respect you!! I'm sure you are an awesome mom to your kids :)
Thank you for encouraging me :)
uhhh... I'm not a mom yet,so I'm not sure how to deal with it.. also,I'm an impatient person too.. soo..uh... but hey! like they say, practice makes perfect, so yeah...I guess it's a part of motherhood (and life in general) to be more patient? good luck! All the best for you and your family~ <3
ReplyDeleteThank you, Tiara :) I will do my best!
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